Just one more.

Hey Yoona, it's me again.

Never thought I'd come here again, but yeah. So much has happened since I left this blog with the last post, I've been through so much, pool, life, people, my share of everything. It's been so easy to see through so many people and things after everything I've been through, and frankly since you, I've been skeptical bout trust.

Nobody knows why I hate love shows. Friends all know I think they're stupid, but I actually don't. It's just that they remind me of you. Of us. It hasn't been easy, all this time, I've lost count since the day you walked out of my life. But I still remember everything like it was just yesterday. Up till now, I still find it hard to walk off without an answer. I don't even have a fucking clue what the hell it was. Is it really that hard to just tell me straight? Then I can finally put all this weight down and move forward.

I just don't know what to do right now. Tell me, tell me what to do! It was so easy when you were around, probably because you were all that mattered to me. I was just cleaning my room a few days back when I saw your letters, heaped on top of one another. And honestly, I myself didn't know I still had those feelings going strong. I wasn't crying-crying, I wasn't sobbing. Tears just kept on falling.

It's so sad it's funny, how I don't want you back but I'm crying and hurting like the opposite. Truth is I don't want you back. But I just can't let it go. I don't know if I can, without an answer, but I know I've been trying hard to since you left ages ago. I'm hoping this'll help me feel better, because I don't really have anyone I can tell this to, those who know are already sick of hearing it.

I love you Yoona, you're still the most beautiful woman in my eyes. I will never forget how you made me feel when we were together. Won't forget the way you played with my hair till it hurt, but I never flinched. Won't forget how you giggle when I hold you., how we raced each other running backward and you would always win? I let you, just to see you flash that winning smile I love the most. Ko ma wa, ja gi ya. Thanks for all the memories.

Although we can never ever be together again, know this. I'll think of you every now and then, our memories are safe in my heart. And I will always remember the way you kiss, the way you bite, the way you always try to leave a lovebite but fail. And when the day comes where I forget all the little things you do, rest assured. Because I'll always remember I once so fiercely loved a girl named Yoona.

Yours,
Taek Woo.

Grave.

I have decided that i am going to stop blogging. So all this is going to stop and everything will stay inside me and only i will know and only those who mean a lot to me will know. As for this blog, it will stay here. There are too many precious memories and pictures of my ex-girlfriend whom i still fiercely love.

I will simply stop posting. This will be the last post, and sadly i don't feel like doing anything special like photos and all, because i am no longer the same full-of-life guy last year. Guess we all grow up at some point of time.

Pool, the heart of my life, has been very good for me. I've received the Rookie of the Year award and this is my second trophy after the TPC 9 ball championship. I will continue to work hard and pit myself against more seeded players and seek to learn more. I might look for Jamie, Bronson and some others to help bring me to a higher level.

And to Yoona, i don't know if you remember my blog address, but if you read this, jeng mal sa rang hae.

Bye bitches. I'm done here.

Ricky Chew.

Thanks for the advice ricky, as your student i definitely will take this into mind. However my passion for pool is so strong that it drives me to do better each and every time at the table. Until the day that the policy turns transparent, where you will then stretch out your hand to lead me to the top, i will use and hone everything you have equipped me up till now to improve.

I will not waste my time and energy, because i have my priorities set right. Thank you, coach. I am lucky to have you around to guide and advise me.

Now

I'm feeling much better now after some quality beer. I wanna say here, that i really think that I am doing real good right now, with friends, pool and my family. Life's never been better. Stress from school is as per usual, never expected it to diminish, I've just learned how to deal with it. I want to say thanks to everybody who made the extra effort to be there for me. And erwin, i guess we both agree that time alone helps alot.

I've changed alot from how i used to be, and i feel good this way, without so many worries and commitments. Perhaps it was only after I've gone through all those hectic times that I've finally comprehended how to appreciate a simple life.

Fatin asked me, "So do you still think of her?"

I did not hesitate to tell her the truth, because I still do, every single day. The only difference is I no longer look back at it in pain, because a memory this beautiful shouldn't be a tool for inflicting hurt on a person. I've slowly learned how to look at the best times we had and every single moment we shared, and smile. I often tell myself that i would rather have lost you than to have never met you at all, because our love was worth every step i took until i met you.

That means that as long as your face still lights up with my favorite smile, even if it isn't because of me anymore, I'm happy.

Holidays.

The hard part wasn't letting you go. The hard part is looking back at how we used to be. I never knew why you left, and i left it at that. I'll never ever see you again, and now that I'm telling myself that all over again it hurts.

But hey, holidays are here to heal me up. CALL ME OUT, EVERYONE.

IWANTOPLAYPOOL.

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I want to play pool!!!!! But sadly i have so many assignments to deal with. After all, studies is still of a higher priority. Shucks. Let's hope these following 3 days end real fast so i can proceed with my secret training. =)

Keep it up, me!

TPC 9-ball Champion

Belated Pictures

Outside Klassic Cuesports.

Top 5 finalists and TPC coaches.

With Challenge and Champion Trophy GOD i wish i could bring the big Challenge Trophy home.