Ricky Chew.

Thanks for the advice ricky, as your student i definitely will take this into mind. However my passion for pool is so strong that it drives me to do better each and every time at the table. Until the day that the policy turns transparent, where you will then stretch out your hand to lead me to the top, i will use and hone everything you have equipped me up till now to improve.

I will not waste my time and energy, because i have my priorities set right. Thank you, coach. I am lucky to have you around to guide and advise me.

Now

I'm feeling much better now after some quality beer. I wanna say here, that i really think that I am doing real good right now, with friends, pool and my family. Life's never been better. Stress from school is as per usual, never expected it to diminish, I've just learned how to deal with it. I want to say thanks to everybody who made the extra effort to be there for me. And erwin, i guess we both agree that time alone helps alot.

I've changed alot from how i used to be, and i feel good this way, without so many worries and commitments. Perhaps it was only after I've gone through all those hectic times that I've finally comprehended how to appreciate a simple life.

Fatin asked me, "So do you still think of her?"

I did not hesitate to tell her the truth, because I still do, every single day. The only difference is I no longer look back at it in pain, because a memory this beautiful shouldn't be a tool for inflicting hurt on a person. I've slowly learned how to look at the best times we had and every single moment we shared, and smile. I often tell myself that i would rather have lost you than to have never met you at all, because our love was worth every step i took until i met you.

That means that as long as your face still lights up with my favorite smile, even if it isn't because of me anymore, I'm happy.

Holidays.

The hard part wasn't letting you go. The hard part is looking back at how we used to be. I never knew why you left, and i left it at that. I'll never ever see you again, and now that I'm telling myself that all over again it hurts.

But hey, holidays are here to heal me up. CALL ME OUT, EVERYONE.

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I want to play pool!!!!! But sadly i have so many assignments to deal with. After all, studies is still of a higher priority. Shucks. Let's hope these following 3 days end real fast so i can proceed with my secret training. =)

Keep it up, me!